“Isolation bred disinterest, and ultimately contempt, as I discovered that my enjoyment of pornography didn't survive the move from my parent's house to the new apartment. Even the understated kitsch value of a dwarf-- costumed as the sorcerer's apprentice-- "giving it" to a fully developed magic broom was lost without the possibility of grandma, shawl-covered and napping in the basement, haphazard”